Happy New Year….? 2011 The scary year!

Wow, it’s 2011….. for some reason that doesn’t sound good?
Why? two thousand and elleven. TWO THOUSAND AND ELLEVEN! I dunno, just really doesn’t ring well in my ear.
I spent my Christmas in Norway and Celebrated new years eve with friends and had a really good time, I was pretending to be shooting spells when the fireworks were blasting off, great fun. I shouted HAPPY NEW YEAR! With everyone else, and jumped up and down, and started thinking
about my resolutions…
1. Be better with money
2. Loose the weight you gained at christmas
3. Try and become a better person (every year)
4. Be better with money
And all of a sudden a friend of mine came over for a hug and said “Godt Nyttar! haper 2011 blir bra!”
(Which means Happy new year, hope 2011 will be good. And I just thought… crap.
It really doesn’t sound like it. I remember when it was going to be 2010, that sounded so effing good I was all over the moon. But now.. It just sounds scary. Well, I am a recent graduate and have been faced with reality for the first time, not going to school for the first time in my life, not being supported by the student loan, having to pay a massload to live in a shitty apartment in CATFORD… Its the closest to London I could afford, and working jobs as often as I can, scraping up money for the rent. I don’t really think I am mature enough to not be in school, to be in charge, to be responsible. Sometimes I feel like a little girl lying in a scary flat, what would I do if someone broke in to steal my only valueable possession that I worked my ass of for, my beloved macbook pro? I would be doomed.
No, I think I am facing what everyone must face, but I do think that I do have a choice, I could study again… something else… something different..? Or similar? Better apply before 2012! THE DEVIL YEAR! When all the school fees are doubled. 
Ohh nooo. A scary year ahead of me.


2 Comments Add yours

  1. Anonymous says:

    Any luck with the 1 – 2 – 3 or 4 ???Hope it's been a good year so far….?


  2. Hvordan ble 2011 summa sumarum??And yeah, any luck with the 1 – 2 – 3 or 4???Positivt/negativt med året som gikk??


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